19 May 2018. Oh how time flies really fast.
The first quarter of 2018 itself, I met a few new people. Out of 10, only 4 of that I still and decided to keep in touch with.
Allah is the best planner. He took away something precious from me but He gave and gives me more rezeki.
My side business is getting better. I am getting busier. I occupy myself with something I have never gotten to do before. Oh how selfish I was back then. I did not expand and explore what I have in me. I never knew what I like or dislike.
I don’t open up things to people easily. The gift I have in me, is a gifted curse. Well… it is not a nice thing to describe it. Just like a rollercoaster, it goes up and down, left and right. I am thankful for what I have been given. With this gift, I can discover more about people without even letting them know what I know about them.
I do not tell others what I have because some may believe in it and some do not believe in it.
I cut my hair twice this year.
I grow more matured.
I am still a failure.
I miss Mecca, especially praying in front of Kaabah. I wish I could go there again.
Oh, and I decided to expand my side business now. Alhamdulillah, more orders are coming in. And I love making people happy with delicious food.
I wish kakek was still alive. At least, he would be a better listener.